I am having a very bad day, so bare with me for a while.
Do you ever have days when you just want to kill everyone around you, when you put all your effort to answer others’s questions, when every remark makes you want to kill yourself, when you hope that by hitting your head repeatedly against the desk will kill you, when nothing can make you smile?
Because I’ve been having those for about a week. And today my nerves have been stretched to maximum. I hate those imbeciles that don’t grade us based on our qualities, that popular girl everyone seems to be in love with, that person that is lucky and gets all good grades. I mean, the only one who has a more depressing life is the character in my book. And he was chosen to be a character, which is as good as things can get.
I want to be a fictional character. It would be much, much better. Why can’t Peter Pan come flying in my room? Why doesn’t the Doctor appear in his Tardis and take me away? Why can’t I solve cases with a high dysfunctional sociopath? Why can’t I kiss Jack Sparrow and then save him from the death? Why can’t I live in Barcelona and be one of Zafon’s characters?
I mean, not even Christmas songs can cheer me up, which is something.
Ugh, 3 more days until the End of the World. Hopefully.
Today I want to dedicate my post to this movie, my all-time favorite movie, for which I have deep feelings. It’s called ” Finding Neverland” . Thanks to great artists ( especially Johnny Depp, who did an Oscar performance) this movie was a masterpiece. But not only the actors made the movie. No, they were just a bonus. The movie itself has a certain magic I can’t explain. It makes you cry, sob and it makes you smile, even laugh out loud. It makes you think and it lets you develop your imagination. This movie is one of the best things that happened in my life. I can’t describe this movie better than the title itself does. It is a masterpiece about discovering your own identity, about the power of imagination, the power of thoughts. It teaches you that real life is not boring as long as you have an open mind, a creative mind, one that creates and imagines farther than reality.
And leaving aside the greatness of the movie, let’s all take a minute to think about the genius of Johnny Depp. As you probably noticed I am a huge fan of him. Well, especially in this movie he was more than anyone could expect. He was a star. All I know is that when I look into those big dark eyes I can feel exactly what he wants me to feel, whether it is joy or sorrow.