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Healing the soul.


In 2 weeks I have a piano concert and I am entirely freaking out. I know the songs, I love to play them and I’ve always dreamt about being on a stage. But right now, it kind of scares me. I guess I always wished for those things because, well, I never thought it would happen.
Anyway, the piano, somehow starts to heal me. Before I started playing I used to feel like something was missing, like I was incomplete. At that time I thought that love was what I was missing. The so-called sweet feeling everybody chases. I thought my life was incomplete because I hadn’t found that yet. But here I am today, still alone, happy, still searching for that fascinating soul mate. But this time I am complete. The piano, the feeling that I can sing for myself, the thought that I can play music for my soul whenever I wanted to healed me. I’m no longer in search for something. I’m no longer scared, no longer anxious. The piano helps me think, calms me down and makes me completely happy.



Another dangerous drug


So basically, I’m learning how to play the piano. I am just a beginner and I don’t know where this passion for this instrument will lead me. I wish I could say that one day I’ll be singing the piano for a living and that I’ll become famous but I can’t. Because maybe tomorrow I’ll hate it. Maybe the sound of it will make me sick. I have no idea whether I have talent or I suck at playing piano. All I know is that today I love it. I love listening to the sweet sound of it. I love just hearing it. I love playing music on it. Today I’m in love with my piano. Every sound delights me and makes me shine. I could stay the whole day playing and just fantasizing about absolutely nothing. Just me and the sweetest sound on earth…